The reality is setting in that I have two choices.
Get used to my new lovely hangy skin thingy...OR...Chop it off. Sigh. Neither option sounds very good to me right now.
Option 1: Get used to it.
I don't know if I can. The more I lose the worse it gets. It's flat and saggy and wierd. I have to tuck it into my panties and into my pants. It is in the way. It disgusts me and makes me feel nasty and fat. As time passes maybe I'll be ok w/ it, but I doubt it. When I sit down, it sort of sits on my lap. It isn't terrible, but it's there. Blah. Can I get used to it?
Option 2: Tummy Tuck
Pain. Money. Recovery time... did I mention money? Double sigh. I would love to get this done, but I'm afraid of surgery and I don't think I could swing the price of it anyway, espeically considering that insurance would probably deny me, b/c my panni is "not that bad".
Don't even get me started on the pancake breasts.