Missing...

I haven't been around much this week w/ any real posts I realize. Sorry about that. I've been a weird place and really didn't want to post and be a debbie downer. BLAH.
I am (finally) figuring out that I have serious PMS issues. I have known this, and have tried several different meds, but I hate to medicate myself, just b/c I'm grumpy... kwim?? I get so seriously grumpy though, and depressed and bloated... ick. I felt it coming on early last week, but this time I was smart and went back in my blog to this time during the last few months, and each time, I found a "downer" post... hahaaha!! Sort of clued me in that I'm emotional at this time of the month. ;)

So, I've been laying low. I knew no one wanted to hear about how "fat" I feel (even though it's so real to me!) and how sad I am blah blah. Actually I've had a good week ignoring my stupid hormones!

The appt at the surgeons went wonderful and I was so happy to see R! The doc said I am a complete success and was really amazed at my before pic compared to what I look like now. You better believe I dug out that before pic SEVERAL times this week when those negative emotions starting coming over me.

I've lost 135 lbs. dang it. I have a reason to be PROUD!! I LOOK GOOD!! hehe ;)

So yesterday I worked 6a-10a, went and got my nails done, then came home showered and went to a friends jewelry party.... After I came home, made dinner and cleaned the house from top to bottom for Abby's bday party that is here this afternoon. DJ cleaned the garage out and it looks great. I LOVE spring!!

It's raining a bit today but it's still staying in the 60's so I won't complain. April showers bring May flowers!!

I'm off to get stuff ready for the party! I'll be back w/ pics later I'm sure!